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![]() Harap-harap INI KALILAH ! |
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![]() Saturday, October 20, 2007 Kekosongan Tujuh, lapan tahun bangku sekolah ditinggalkan Aspirasi, wawasan mewah kaya, mengejar wang hadiah biasiswa Dua tahun menara gading ditinggalkan wawasan semakin kabur matlamat cuma hendak habis kerja pukul lima Lebih rela tidur di katil tak rela baca buku jadi pakar apakah otak sudah berhenti, bara henti bakar? Di manakah lintasannya? Halutuju perlukah mengikut orang dan kehendak semasa? Jika hasrat sudah tukar, dan kebolehan tidak sejauh mana, bolehkah kuminta izin dari semua Ku mahu lari bukan untuk membebaskan diri tetapi mencari bara api yang pernah mendorong, mengelilingi sanubari hati Ku mahu mengisi kekosongan ini | |fooji made noise at the warung at 6:37 PM Asystole Death. Daily affair. The baby girl with bowel gangrene due to volvulus. After bowel resection and weeks of ICU care, with signs of resolving sepsis and ileus, we gave her milk. And then she made a U-turn towards heaven. The lady in CCU with an extensive inferior MI. A long lost old friend wanted to see her one last time before she leaves for KL. I had to plead with the guard and the GA to let her in. The old lady from Parit Buntar who vomitted digested blood. I thought she could make it. The next morning, she died intra-operatively. I could almost say F**k, but work continues. | |fooji made noise at the warung at 3:54 AM |
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