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Saturday, October 20, 2007  

Kekosongan

Tujuh, lapan tahun bangku sekolah ditinggalkan
Aspirasi, wawasan mewah kaya,
mengejar wang hadiah biasiswa

Dua tahun menara gading ditinggalkan
wawasan semakin kabur
matlamat cuma hendak habis kerja pukul lima

Lebih rela tidur di katil
tak rela baca buku jadi pakar
apakah otak sudah berhenti, bara henti bakar?

Di manakah lintasannya?
Halutuju perlukah mengikut orang
dan kehendak semasa?

Jika hasrat sudah tukar,
dan kebolehan tidak sejauh mana,
bolehkah kuminta izin dari semua

Ku mahu lari
bukan untuk membebaskan diri
tetapi mencari bara api
yang pernah mendorong, mengelilingi
sanubari hati

Ku mahu mengisi
kekosongan ini

| |fooji made noise at the warung at 6:37 PM
 

Asystole

Death. Daily affair.

The baby girl with bowel gangrene due to volvulus. After bowel resection and weeks of ICU care, with signs of resolving sepsis and ileus, we gave her milk. And then she made a U-turn towards heaven.

The lady in CCU with an extensive inferior MI. A long lost old friend wanted to see her one last time before she leaves for KL. I had to plead with the guard and the GA to let her in.

The old lady from Parit Buntar who vomitted digested blood. I thought she could make it. The next morning, she died intra-operatively.

I could almost say F**k, but work continues.

| |fooji made noise at the warung at 3:54 AM


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